ABS Blog Carnival - Anticipation

This month’s ABS Blog Carnival theme is “anticipation.”

My first thought was to just post this picture and be done with it:




After all, for those of you who know my bead habits, this picture kind of says it all, right?

But, then I remembered that the guidelines for the Blog Carnival require that I somehow relate this theme specifically to “Art Beads.” I also realized that readers might be showing up here anticipating (ha! see how I did that?) a little more bang for their bloggy time than just one picture.

So, I started to really think about the concept of anticipation and I began to realize that it has had different meanings for me during different times in my life.

As a young child, I remember being so wound up with anticipation on Christmas Eve that I could not go to sleep no matter how hard I tried. I ended up crying in bed because I was so frustrated that I couldn’t fall asleep…because it had been patiently explained to me that if I didn’t fall asleep, Santa would never come.

My other childhood anticipation memory involves a ketchup bottle hovering over a hamburger while Carly Simon sings “Anticipaaaaaaation is making me wait…” in the background.

In college, I learned about anticipation’s dark side: dread. It was that awful feeling in the pit of my stomach the night before a final exam or the few moments before I stood up to give an oral presentation…en Francais (just to make things more difficult).

As I entered the working world I learned to anticipate questions that were likely to come up on a given project and have my answers ready to go.

Later on, I tried to anticipate what it would be like to be a mom, but I’ve learned that NO ONE can ever really prepare you for that particular job. I mean, where in any parenting manual is there a chapter on “what to do when your kid floods the entire second floor” or “how to get the three foot high pile of trash the kid has created out from behind the entertainment center.” Certainly, I never anticipated having to face all the daily dilemmas of parenting completely on my own.

As I was thinking through all these various encounters with anticipation, I even started to wonder whether or not animals “anticipate” and if they do, what does it feel like for them?




(anticipatory thought provided by our local front yard lizard)




(more animal anticipation musings provided by our local resident grouchy parrot - Zuni)

Lastly, I started to think about what involvement anticipation has in my creative process as an artist. Sometimes, a design pops into my head all but completed and all I have to do is the labor of physically putting it together. Not much anticipation there.

Most of the time, however, I start with a color or a theme or, in this case, a particular focal bead:



(Spirit Horse pendant from Star Spirit Studio on Etsy)

Then, I start to gradually build towards a final design from there. It’s the ability to anticipate that allows me to hold certain beads next to a focal piece and decide “yes, these go well with that” or “nope, not workin’.”

Should my secondary beads be these:



Or these:




What other stones would works in this design?



Or these:

or these:

And finally, the most anticipated question of all…will the end design fulfill my expectations?

Stay tuned to tomorrow's entry to find out. Until then, you can anticipate the results ;-)

KJ

Beginnings - ABS Blog Carnival Post

Recently, I volunteered to join the new Blog Carnival project being run by Art Bead Scene (ABS).

What?

Okay, stop laughing already.

This blog has to occasionally be about more than just bead porn pictures. I mean, it’s all well and good to sit around in the dark behind a locked door while drooling all over our computer screens, but there should sometimes be a higher purpose like, I don’t know, edumacation or something.

Anyway, each month, a different set of bloggers will all be writing about a certain assigned topic while at the same time incorporating art beads in some fashion. This month’s topic is “Beginnings.”

So, of course, the first thing I thought of was to tell the story of how I first got involved in beads and jewelry making. Except, that story does not involve art beads in any way, shape or form. That story involves some free instructions I downloaded off the internet, some very poor quality seed beads and some cheap metallic cording from the ribbon aisle at Wal-Mart.

Not an art bead in sight. In fact, I wouldn’t have even known what the term meant back then. However, it was a good enough experience to launch me into a major obsession which is how I left my former craft (rubber stamping) behind in the dust and launched into a massive career of bead collecting…er…I mean jewelry-making.

That obsession brings me to my first experience with what could be considered an actual art bead – my first ever lampwork bead purchase.

Hey, it only took me 10 paragraphs to get to the actual point of this blog post.

Awesome.

My English teacher would be so proud.

A year or two after that initial bead experience, I found myself attending my first ever bead show. Oh, I’d been busy buying beads in the meantime, but mostly seed beads and Czech glass from the local bead store. Nothing really out of the ordinary.

I was totally unprepared for the huge opportunity of dropping major wads of cash that was an actual bead show: tables and tables of glittering strands of gemstones, big piles of turquoise in all different shapes, a furnace glass vendor whose color combinations literally took my breath way, and so on.

But what really caught my eye was a table where a man was selling what appeared to be large, individual glass beads. As I moved closer, I could see there were lots of colors and sparkle coming off each bead. Being part magpie, I immediately moved to investigate more closely. I picked up an individual bead and realized that there, in my hand, was an entire miniature “coral reef” encased in clear glass. I saw barnacles in shades of bright pink and aqua, rocks, sand, twisting plant-like forms and even sparkling silver “bubbles.”

I was totally entranced and kept looking at all sides of the bead to see what else I could make out. It was a transforming moment as I fell completely in love with that bead on the spot. I HAD to have that bead.

I’m sure y’all know what that feels like!

I scoped around the booth area for pricing and finally realized there was a tiny white blob of liquid paper on the actual bead itself and what appeared to be a “3” and a “5” and a “0” written on it.

“Great!” I thought. “$3.50 for this amazing bead. What a deal!”

(Okay, I can hear the snickering in the background starting already.)

So, I stood in line to pay my $3.50. All the while I was checking out other beads, talking to people and just generally not paying attention while the vendor rang up my purchase.

Then, all of a sudden, something the vendor said finally registered with me and I looked up and said “What do you mean $35.00? For ONE BEAD?”

Sadly (and most humiliatingly) for me, I happened to do this right as there was a lull in conversation at the booth so the ENTIRE WORLD heard me. Apparently, I have excellent timing when it comes to embarrassing myself in public.

There were looks. And laughter. Even guffaws. But the looks were the worst. No one gives dirty looks like shoppers at bead show booths – I don’t know what it is, but as a group, we have evil death ray eyes when we choose to use them.

The guy at the booth took pity on poor uneducated me and patiently explained about lampworking: the time involved, the equipment used, the application of canes and murrini, and the annealing process. Okaaaaayyyy…soooo…I get it. These beads are nothing like the stuff I’m used to purchasing. Obviously, they are miniature works of art, there’s a lot of artist time and expense involved, etc.

I still thought $35 was a bit much for one bead (shhh…don’t tell anyone I said that), but since he’d taken so much time to talk to me and also because I was soooo very embarrassed to have made such a dork of myself in front of everyone, I just bit my tongue and handed over the old credit card.

And yes, for those who are concerned, I HAVE grown more of a spine since then!

Never one to let a good public humiliation go to waste, when I got home I started educating myself more about lampwork. The more I learned, the more fascinated I became and the more I came to love these beautiful works of art and to appreciate the artists who make them.

I also learned that my $35 bead was not exactly a stellar example of a good lampwork bead. The holes were uneven. The whole bead shape was a little “off” and there was bead release still inside the hole. So, I’ve never used it in a piece of jewelry, but I still love the little “undersea” world that I see in it.

It’s also a great reminder to me make sure I’m educated about any potential jewelry materials before I buy them, to know the market and most especially not to be afraid of asking about prices and turning down a purchase if it’s not quite right. And while I’ve also grown to love and enjoy other forms of art beads such as ceramics, pewter, bronze, etc., I think lampwork will always be my first love.

In spite of my rocky start with lampwork, I’ve developed a complete and total obsession with it and my collection has grown way beyond that first bead. So, be careful with “beginnings.” They can be educational. They can be expensive. They can be embarrassing. Mostly, though, they can lead you into worlds and experiences you never even dreamed were possible.

KJ